Ben sent me series of txt messages the rest of the week, which I ignored. Sex with my boyfriend was not the same anymore. All I wanted was Ben and I hated myself for wanting him. On Friday I responded to Ben's messages.
I asked him to come over for a 24 marathon, Derrick was visiting his parents for the weekend. I remember I made some dinner and stocked up on our favourite bottle of red. He rang the bell and I stood there looking at the door for a minute.
Took a deep breath and opened. He leaned in and kissed me on my cheek and my breath got knocked out of my lungs. He came to mine straight from work so he smelt of sweat and cologne. He put down his bag, took off his coat and bent over to take off his shoes and socks.
I made fun of his second toe being taller than the first. We settled at the table for dinner.
Ben: Why did you decide to reply me?
Me: It's friday night, I needed some company
Ben: Well I'm more than happy to be your booty call.
We laughed and continued to talk about 24. I asked him how moving in was going, he said almost done. I then asked about Becca.
Me: Becca...
Ben: She's home
Me: So, are we just watching an episode?
Ben: As many as we can..
Me: Don't you have to be home soon?
Ben: 24 and you? I'm in no hurry.
I blushed so hard after that. He cleared the plates and insisted on washing up immediately. I decided to dry after him. We stood there in silence. He washed handed me the dishes and I dried. When we were done I was stretching to place the dishes in the cabinet above and he came behind me and took them out of my hands and placed them up but did not lean back.
I stood there, between the cabinet and Ben, my breathing and my pulse filled my head. He turned me round and as usual I could not look up and him. He cupped my face and lifted it. I looked at him, he leaned into me and kissed me.
So gently, so sweetly. He put his hands on my button and took the first one off... He paused looking into my eyes and leaned into my ears and asked... 'Should I continue?'
My words had failed me. He moved to the second button, took it off and kissed me again, slowly, gently.... He lifted me then with one hand and placed me on the bench top. He stood back and stared and me like I was a trophy on a shelf. He took off his shirt and moved close to me. He traced my face with his fingers and kissed me again this time with more passion.
He reached for the rest of the buttons, took them off and let my top slide off my body. He kissed my shoulders. Kissed my chests and top of my breasts. Kissed me deeply on my lips and took off my bra. In that instant I felt so shy and held on to my bra. Ben stopped kissing me and pulled out within an inch of my face. He looked at me straight in the eye.
I could see it, in his eyes then. I was his weakness too. His eyes had lightened so much, He told me with his eyes He wanted me, He adored me and with his eyes holding mine he gently pulled my hands down and my bra fell off. He leaned and kissed me in the V of my neck and slowly down between my breath.
His kisses felt like a butterfly on my skin. He kissed me on my nipple, both of them. Then leaned out and took off his trousers off. He asked me if I wanted him naked. Words failed me again and He took it off. My breath stopped. Ben. Was. Beautiful.
He walked back to me and kissed me with his tongue deep. Cupped my breast and pinched my nipples. I was wet, so went I could feel it on the table. He leaned out and asked if he could take off my pants, I said yes. He peeled it off and He spread my legs apart and started kissing the inside of my lap. He asked if he should continue I said yes and He slid his finger inside my nickers and started to fuck me.
All of a sudden he stopped, lifted me up bent down and pulled down my nickers. Derrick goes down on me, but Ben fucked me with his mouth....He fondled with my clit with his tongue and slid it inside and out, in and out. He then slid his finger in whilst his mouth was on my clit.
No one would ever fuck me with his mouth the way Ben did. No one! We laid on the kitchen floor.. staring at each other. His phone rang, He didn't answer. He got up, dressed up and lifted me off the floor. He pulled me close and kissed me.
He turned and left...
